the uncertainity within;

Hahahahahaha.
Has been a long long time since I came in here. =P
Just wanted to post this.

"Lollipops turns into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts.

Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class.

Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka.

Bikes becomes cars. Kisses turns into sex.

Remember when getting high means swinging on the playground?

When protections means wearing a helmet?

When the worst things you could get from boys are cooties?

Dad's shoulders were the highest place and Mum was your hero?

Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest.

War was only a board game. And the only drug you knew was cough medicine.

The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees, and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow?

And we couldn't wait to grow up?"

-Author unknown (taken from Rozz's blog)

How very true.
When we were young, all we wanted was to grow up and be big.
Be able to wear the nice clothes, buy the nice stuff, be a big girl/boy, so that no one will call us a kid again.
Thinking that we would all be oh-so-mature and do whatever we wanted.
Yet when we grew up and as time passes us by, all we wished for was time could be reversed.
Hoping that we can go back and be young once again, experience how it felt to be carefree and without worries, doing what we wanted when the worst that could happen was a scolding/beating from our parents.

This is life.
And we humans, are so contradicting.

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 9:36 PM

Happy 2010! ^^

First post of 2010. =)
Review the year that has past. Haha.
2009 has been a total slacking year. Seriously.
Nothing accomplished.
The only thing accomplished is meeting my dearest baby! =D
He has bought lots of joy and and laughter to me, letting me summing up 2009 as a year of love for me. =)
7 months, and many more to come.

Laopo has been total love too! Though I didnt really meet up with her in '09.
Muz meet up more often kay!
And all the best for her exams. It's the last lap before she graduates! ^^
I will be waiting for you with the forever friends bear dearest! =D

It has been my big 2-1 birthday too.
Am officially a "grown-up" now.
Haha. As they say, after 21st, all you do is just to get older. Oh no!! >.<

My new year resolution list, which hopefully i will follow through.
Haha, cuz like every year i not even halfway through it! =P

First and foremost, stop slacking and procrastinating!
2.Find a full time job asap! (haha, die die must ar, if not >.<)
3. Save at least 3k. =)
4. Start doing property with baby. ^^ along with motivating him.
5. Treat baby nicer! (haha, been a big bully to him in 2009 =P)
6. Travel overseas twice
7. Blog more religiously (will do so if i have a new lappy! den can upload photos also)

Haha, shall not be too greedy. That's all!
If i follow through at least 2, some of my other wishlists would come true too. ^^v

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 3:20 PM

Happy 5th month baby! ♥

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 3:02 AM

Short update =)
No pics though, blogger is taking a gazillion years to upload the photos @_@

Bintan trip was fun!
Absolutely love <3
Cuz it was with love, my dar dar ^^v
Went was jet-ski with was exhilarating and i got to drive it!
Did a bit of snorkeling too, really just a bit =P
Was really tourist-y, I had a flower clip on the side of my hair.
Haha =)
Didnt really take pics of the palce, but it was more of us zi-lianing.
Pics are with him, havent gotten it yet.
Those in my phone are super troublesome to upload, but i love the pics in there, so I will definitely upload, there are some super cute pics of him eating lollipop! =D

Am working for roadshow this week, and he was a total sweetie ^^
He picked me from home ytd and had breakfast with me before going for his lessons
And today he came and picked me up, which was a surprise.
Was so surprised and happy to see him there =D
He had to travel 1 and half hr to my workplace, total love <3

There was a time that I was thinking meeting and finding a good guy, doesnt mean he's yours, and I was wondering.
But now I'm sure, mine's definitely for keeps, a sweetie pie for me! =D

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 2:16 AM

Wahaha, I havne't been updating for the longest time.
I have tons and tons of overdate stuff to update on
Like my big 2-1, except that the day itself wasn't a big hoo-haa and i have yet to receive the pics.
Lots of pics to upload, which i predict is going to take a gazillion years. >.<
And my dear friend, Chu Jun's wedding.
Her gowns are all very beautiful and she looked super gorgeous.
Oh, not to sure if you guys know who is Yutaki, I do read his blog.
And I saw him today. He's like ultra skinny.

Think these few days have been quite hard on sweetheart.
Been losing my temper quite abit.
Which equals to hurting him.
I'm so so sorry, baby. =(
But he's nice and patient to tolerate me time and again.
Thanks for all the love, care and concern (haha, qtss core values, =P) that you have showered on me.
You are really like none other.
I'm really glad that I met you, baby.
And that you are mine. <3
This weekend, we are going for a short gateaway to Bintan!
So excited. Totally can't wait. =D
This shall be the celebration for my birthday, 4th month and his birthday.

Lastly, an interesting note worthy of thoughts:

Play like an all star.

Party like a rock star.

Live like a super star.

F*** like a porn star.

^-^

Till i update on the pics and events! =D

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 3:00 AM

I'm here blogging cuz I cant sleep, at all.
Got out of my bed at near 7am.
Spontaneously decided to make myself french toast with cheese.
Baby, too bad you don't get to eat it. lalalala =b

Met up with Miss Charlene like a month ago.
Simple meet up and she bought me to a place at bugis.
The sundaes are super nice! *yummy yummy*

I always get complained that my eyes are so big ><

So always take a pic or 2 with "small" eyes. =b

Met my dearest laopo on Mon.

Did a small movie marathon, we watched The Time Traveler's Wife and I Love you, Beth Cooper.

The first was super touching.

Teared like mad.

Then,I went to borrow the book from Ke Yan. =)

The latter was quite funny, not much of a climax kinda movie though

Cuz it was quite funny throughout.

But when it ended, I was like huh? ended?

We did something blur yet funny at the same time.

We took the wrong direction of the train when we wanted to head home.

Luckily she realised and we alighted at the next stop, this group of guys behind heard us and were laughing their ass off. =X

I envy laopo.

Cuz of her skin.

Like Hello, she never puts on make up and she can look so flawless in pics.

Mine is totally g.o.n.e.

Have no idea where she is looking at. Haha. =P

See the extra hand behind?

After we took the shot, we were like where did the hand came from?

Then we realised that it was probably the posters on the underground station, cuz we were on the MRT.

I think I look very different in my photos. As illustrated from the photo below.

Look much prettier. Wahaha. =P

Not that I use photoshop (can't photoshop to save my life), but cuz of those few angles.

The "you will always look pretty" angles. ^^

Taken quite a while back, and I still don't have the photos cuz baby had no idea where the camera was. -_-"'

He told me that he has bought some clothes for me in Amsterdam. =D

Will know his taste from them. Wahaha. =P

I miss him. 29 sept faster come, kay =)

Btw, my sis and I 2 slightly insane kids.

Do whatever we like as long as we feel like it, hence we are having a bbq this Sat.

We feel like bbq-ing so we plan one, with her birthday celebration being the "shun bian" issue.

Wahaha.

Have already gotten her a birthday gift, with Baby sharing. =)

And my mum told me that my parents got me something very old fashioned. o.O

My guess is something gold, then my sis was like I think its a gold chain. ><

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 7:57 AM

天靈靈　地靈靈　給我指引我不知道　應該放開手　還是抓緊

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 4:31 PM