the uncertainity within;

haiz.. dunno y, but i juz have the nagging feeling that the time is coming, approaching me step by step.. each time i do something, he backs off.. stop moving backwards, okie? there's no point in moving backwards, juz move forward and provide an answer, jzu follow ur heart, it will naturally tell u wat to do.. by my actions, wat do feel? how do u feel? wat do u feel like doing? tat would be ur answer, not much point in trying to search into ur heart and figure out what's the answer.. maybe its juz really not meant to be..

i really maybe missing something tat could really be important and big.. and could matter alot to me in the future, but for now as long as there's no concrete evidence.. im juz going to move away from it, step by step, and maybe to the stage whereby it would really no longer matters to me anymore...

haha, im like super emo, this is really getting more like a diary seriously, so those hu know here, be honoured, kkz? =P

~dearie is wat u used to call, but it doesnt really matters now anymore.. everything fades away with time, so does feelings.. maybe this would really be goodbye, cuz i nv head back to wat i let go of myself.. there's still time, but i dun think the time is enough, enough for u to think it thru, enough to withstand what is going on right now~

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 10:48 PM

melissa =)
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