the uncertainity within;

this is going to be a longgggggg entry..

Firstly, my poor orange dolly! a few weeks back, i have no idea how it happened, but its left arm broke out, thus it became handicapped without a hand.. and to my horror ytd.. i discovered that its left foot is gone too!!! den i discovered its leg in exact same bag where i found the hand.. (the bag hates my dolly) thus, the ke lian dolly is now totally handicapped on its left side.. its looks funny+cutez+ke lian.. decided to remove it from my thumb drive.. otherwise at this rate, its going to be limb-less.. so sorry dolly... =(

did mmd till 5plus in the morning before i went to bed.. woke up at 9plus to continue with it.. was still doing it, when i start recieving calls about the submission of date of the personal selling report being today!!! my first reaction was f***, i haven even touched a single bit of it.. luckily it was relatively easy.. otherwise i would die.. and i didnt ate even since the mac i had at 4plus to 5plus ytd.. too concentrated on mmd, no feeling of hungry at all.. all i had was a can of coffee at 12+am and a cup or instant cereal at 10+am.. no mood to eat + not enough sleep, it results in body malfunctioning.. i was feeling slightly dizzy for the whole day.. can u imagine me, a person who can run in heels, being unable to walk straight in heels today?! lao po got a shock too.. haha.. im fine now, though.. cuz im sitting down.. =Pp

Anyway, went out with lao po juz now, led a tai-tai lifestyle.. had fei cui for dinner (my first proper meal after 24+ hrs), den went to get my adidas jacket (finally! and im loving it! =D), den settle down at ben & jerry to chit chat.. i showed her some pics too.. haha.. the pics are really nice ritez, lao po.. but cannot put here lahz.. wahaha.. =P

lots and lots of thanks to lao po for being there for me thru all the ups and downs, the minor and major storms... which means accompanying me thru it all... its reallyyyy a lot.. no way could actually properly express my gratitude to her.. so lots of *muacks* & *huggies* to u..

here she is!!

another is my dear joyceeeeeee... for the recent events, she has really being there.. physically as well.. haha.. not juz lending me her ears.. =P she's being a great help too! helping me ask questions and get answers.. haha.. miss u lahz.. like super uber long nv went out with u le.. where's our k-boxing session? movie-watching session? i want them all!
joyceeeeeeeeee!! (so hard to find a pic of u, muz take more photos with me!!)

now on to beloved charlene.. we got so close recently lahz.. all becuz of one matter.. haha.. girls being girls, one matter can start a whole close-knitted friendship.. =D she knows th bulk of all the stories.. and always listening me to complain on and on.. den the long stories.. see the emo me.. haha.. she's like the first for many.. first person in poly to see me wearing a cap, first in poly to ate wat i cooked and etc... all i wanna say is a big big thanks!!!

tada!! charlene-san

hmmm.. and there's jerein.. though we have been very busy recently and not much time to meet up.. i know she's concerned bout the matters.. but partly kpo also lahz.. haha.. =P but to the previous matters.. if it wasnt for her, i would have already fallen, wouldnt be this strong and independent.. she's one those few who really knows it all and has been supporting me all this while.. really appreciate it.. she jiayou for me, and i jiayou for her too.. muz jiayou jiayou together!!! =D

the busy busy woman..

and.... my daddy! haha.. this one ar.. super duper uber longgggggggg story.. but im glad that we are close frenz now.. u are a really nice person who can share everything with.. lots of thanks to u too! and muz take care of yourself ar.. dun think too much, and heck care abit more ba.. =p

love you guys!! *muacks* and all the others who were there for me!! (too many ar.. list one by one can faint =Pp)

*im contented with i have now le*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 10:49 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

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*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.