the uncertainity within;

................................................ 75%

*wo man bu gan xin de.. y izzit that two ppl who liked each other at the same time didnt end up together? its really like those ou xiang jiu, so dramatic.. but will it be the same as those shows which have a hppily ever after ending? i dun think so.. deep down, i know its over, but on the surface im juz hoping.. actually i dunno y am i hoping for too? maybe cuz i dun like to lose before i nv even tried? contentment with the situation right now, really.. but if only i know what izzit like ritez now.. once missed, its nv going to happen again.. maybe fate really doesnt likes us, that's y it could be so near, yet unreachable.. this is really the last time, im telling myself, cuz disappointment really doesnt feels good.. i really wanna noe that u care, cuz to a certain extent, i do.. but if this is really what's going to happen, i will juz let it be too, wun force it.. afterall this is what that was in store for us.. but u are really the first in a long period of time that brought about this type of feelings in me.. fate is really not with me..*

*if a meteor shower falls now, i will plant my wish on it*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 11:00 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.