the uncertainity within;

im going to revamp my whole make up pouch! meaning im going to almost change all my items in it.. and i think im going to at least sepnd a few hundred.. i have already spotted the compact foundation, the blusher, the lip gloss i have a few choices.. and etc.. woohoo! gosh! im going to spent so much.. i wanna get a new bag.. but spotted 2, for different purposes.. and i haven gone shopping for ages.. i need to go shopping for new tops!! =Pp this is the consequences of not working, cuz u wun have enough money to spent on wat u want.. and i discovered, i have started to go after brands recently.. wahaha.. bad bad.. but the things i spotted is really nice!! it juz happen that they are branded.. =P

shopping shopping.. my dearies, we shall meet up and do shopping soon ya.. =D

~*~
暧昧让人受尽委屈
找不到相爱的证据
何时该前进
何时该放弃
连拥抱都没有勇气
暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义
无奈我和你
写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽
停在这里
~*~
期待
突然醒来
有你温暖依赖
只是爱与不爱在徘徊
摇摆
.
.
.
我不过是可爱
却还不够被爱
~*~
假装多好
我只要只想要
再拥有一秒
去相信你的拥抱
一直会让我依靠
继续等待
还心甘情愿的不想逃
~*~
我们微笑了
也都不躲了
这单纯的坦诚
就这样，我们为彼此推翻着
不扰了
我们都笑了，时间停了
我们珍惜这一刻
放下累积的负荷
卸下沉默
学会了，不保留
~*~
如果你不再出现
我的世界
还有什么可贵
可惜不够时间
让我们试验
什么叫永远
想念变成怀念
心动变成心碎
偏偏还会关切
你最后属于谁
我的天空今天有点灰
我的心是个落叶的季节
我不知道如何度过今夜
所有的灯
早已经全都熄灭
~*~
慢慢失忆
所有和你的事情必须忘记
爱的盆地
深怕在一滴眼泪就会决堤
我也不想
被你肯定
在这个时候
说我让你感动过
别握住我的手
说我一定会懂
作不成的爱人
变成最好朋友
别牵著我的手
想著别人脸孔
换个方式牵手并不会更好过
可不可以不作你的朋友
~*~
再靠近一点点
就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点
我就跟你走
你还等什么
时间已经不多
再下去只好只做朋友
再向前一点点
我就会点头
再冲动一点点
我就不闪躲
不过三个字
别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口
你就能拥有我
~*~
and this last one is to all my frenz, whether or not we are still keeping in contact.. =)
Graduation (Friends Forever) Lyrics » Vitamin C
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real cool
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

[1]
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels
[Repeat 1]
La, la, la, la...
La, la, la, la...
We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

all of the above shows something.. im really really bored.. wahaha.. =P

*他还不懂还是不懂*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 6:02 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

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artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

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fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.