the uncertainity within;

more then normal frenz, but not lovers.. can someone pls kindly tell me wat it is?
im not harping or thinking of anything.. its juz a flashing thought..
some things i really dun understand... and i nv will.. its juz plain ridiculous now that i come to think of it..
dun ask questions, cuz no answers will be provided.. this i learnt..
gosh!!!! i hate this type of stuff!!! someone pls send me a solution.. or might as well dun give me the problem in the first place!!
pls stop this train of thoughts!!!
im not thinking of anything.. juz looking ahead..
cuz............................................ haha.. =P

all of a sudden i love shawls.. =D

i really think life is unfair!! y do the good people always get the worse endings possible? y dun the good people get to lead longer lives? instead they have to depart early and leaving behind love ones and unfufiled wishes!! y dun those bad people be the ones who get to depart earlier? im not bais or anything.. its just really unfair!! everyone has wishes and dreams, but y do some people get to fulfil them and do more and get more then they ever wanted? and y izzit that some only want their tiniest wish to happen, it never does, and when it does, it comes with a price.. im hoping for a miracle.. i really do.. i pray and wish for the best.. hoping everything will turn out just alright.. miracles do happen, just keep on believing.. it could just happen.. just let this miracle happen.. pretty pretty pls to whoever who guards and fulfil wishes up there.. really really pretty pretty pls..

*its being a while since i cried for my own stuff, and yet juz now, i really almost did. i really hate being weak emotionally. dislike the weak me. missingisjustafeelingthinkingisjustathought*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 1:12 AM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.