the uncertainity within;

didnt went sch today..
sorry to my dearest girlfriend, joyce... forgot to inform her that i wun be going to sch today.. make her keep waiting and waiting.. so sorry my dear..
went to the doc's juz a while ago..
i didnt even realised i had a fever, till the doc said i had a slight one.. and comes the funny part..
doc: hmmm.. u are having a slight fever..
me: really? how much izzit?
doc: 37.6
me: could it be due to the fact that i am sunburnt?
doc: i don't think so... it normally doesnt happens that way
gosh! how dumb can i get? ask such a stupid question..
the doc is funny.. went there before with char.. and what he did was absolutely funny.. =D
and juz now...
doc: breathe in and out
me: (did as told)
doc: faster abit, (and he keep teling me to breathe in and out)
me: (i did it faster)
doc: too fast.. cant coordinate lahz..
me: (den i laugh)
doc: dun laugh!
me: (couldnt quit laughing)
doc: (sighs and shakes his head.. and continue to say breathe in and out)
=P it may not seem funny here, but when it happened juz now, was really pretty funny.. i said some other stupid stuff also.. =P no idea y, but i always do pretty dumb stuff when im at the doc's..
went out with char today in search of mothers' day present.. have a few in mind le.. one of them is a massage package.. sounds really good, and its totally affordable... makes me wanna go for one myself.. wahaha... =D
and... my main spending shopping expenditure today was on books.. haha.. totally dun go with the image i portrayed ritez, i asked char.. den she was like ya... den i was like, lots of things that i do, doesnt goes with the image i portrayed..
and we had lots of fun lahz.... laugh like mad again today.. always do when im with her.. =D

*and, i wun be able to not hold back.. i hold back to everyone, not just u.. so dun think about it anymore, will u? some things are better left unsaid.. cuz some things once said, the consequences, i dun wanna bear, neither do i want it to happen... i really wanna say sorry, for wat that i have done in the past, and what i am going to do in the future... i know u really hate the word, but sometimes, when nothing suffice, its the only word that can be said*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 9:54 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

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*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.