the uncertainity within;

i love the cute fire thingy and carnations... =D
carnations for mothers' day... hmmm.. wat should i get?

i have no idea how u are feeling towards this matter... im not able to talk to u as freely anymore...
i dunno if u still treasure us, and feel the same way as we feel towards u.. seriously, i dun have a single clue...
u are not making any attempts at all, from wat i see...
and the attitude, the tone u gave me ytd was so cool.. so god damn cool that it feels like there has never ever been anything personal between us ever before...
from what i read, the way u phrase things, it sounds as though its our fault..
i cant differentiate what was the change, and wat has remained anymore...
i treasure it, really, i do... i dunno if u feel the same way too...
but it juz feels far and distant now... too out of reach... not within the circle of grasp...
the decision has waver once again.. when i recalled how long we have been together.. the things we done.. and fun and laughter we shared...
maybe im really juz a very emotionally weak person... i seriously cant let go so easily.. can u?
i really hate all the -ships stuff.. troublesome and makes a person weak...
and a conculsion my frenz and i had, date around, but dun go into a relationship, somewhat it translate into, having a bf, but at the same time single... hmmm....
this totally ties in with my theory that i had for long, im single, but not avaliable...
doesnt this make me sound like a flirt? no no, im not one, okie? im a friendly and nice little girl.. =D muz believe me..

and and... should i go get my giraffe? since the chance is back... =) hmmm....

*love my dearies*
*im having the hots for u, my pretty boy*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 10:20 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.