the uncertainity within;

i need you so...

went settlers cafe with my darlings just now.. had fun.. =D guess, this is what is meant by once a darling of mine, forever, a darling of mine..

im starting to be afraid of you..
i have no idea why, but the fear just unknowningly built up in me..
i don't want it to be this way..
for i know, i would just let it go..
and i don't look back once i let go of something..
im starting to regret what i did in the past..
regrets aren't good..
cuz regrets shows that you aren't really liking the current situation..

do you treat every single girl this way?!
i have no idea what am i thinking of, longing for..
the warmth no longer belongs to me..
its no longer mine since the moment i refuse to let it in..
how time flies, in a blink of an eye, all was nothing but a memory now..
images blurred, words slurred.. how distant it had become..
you have a special one in your heart, i know you do, go for her.. =)
just let me go, thank you..

*it hurts.. it really really hurts..
now i understand what is meant by love can really hurt someone and make ppl go weak all over..
when sometimes all u can do is pretend and act..
keep all the tears within.. and put on a smile.. =)
how can i ever go on from here?*
- my girl

emo-ing from watching the show.. all the above could just all be fictional..

*since you have fallen for another, why did you still let me fall in love with you? - quoted from my girl*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 9:59 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.