the uncertainity within;

im maroon-fied today.. =)
and........ i lost my voice! haha.. thanks to my girlfriend joyce for being my spokesperson today.. heez...

and........ im going for bbq... think after that i will be completely out of voice... and i will juz have to be a temp mute and be a super gentle girl... =D

i got to know about something... something really really unfair.. ridiculously unfair!!! y does this have to happen? anyone can provide me with a logical answer? cuz to me, this is totally so wrong and sooooooo illogical... does not even fit the normal circumstances... the hard work put in, the time and effort spent, the spirit that was present within, y doesnt that helps? y cant they see it? it happened twice.. i feel sad, really, for my frenz... in no way, not one single way does she deserve this... she deserve much more, i believe those who know will agree 101% with me..

and u! i had enough! does it really have to come to this type of situation? so wat now? be total, complete strangers??!! i tried to say hi today, but even before i could do so, u juz turn right away, immediately after the eye contact we had... the cold attitude u gave, the warmth that had faltered and faded away... i cant believe this is u, and there was actually something so good happening between us since... u've changed much, far too much for me to know and recognise u anymore... maybe, u hadnt changed, it was all along juz me not understanding and knowing u enough... so i guess this boils down to the goodbye that i so nv wanna say...

wee~~~ it feels like world war 3 is raging... the cool calm surface, with ferocious under currents moving quick and fast beneath... we are neutral, belonging to the neutral ph 7... (lame =P)

went k-boxing with laopo on thurs, despite the fact that my throat wasnt in a good condition.. =P cuz when it was almost time to meet her, my voice feels juz fine, except that its a lil' tad strained.. luckily it was ladies night, so i didnt waste much of money as mid way thru the session, my voice is already down and out..
had lots of fun.. and took of lots photos.. =D cuz the i wasnt able to sing, thus we took photos and listen to songs in there and chatted.. im amazed that the k-box ppl actually didnt came to chase us out..
anyway.. let the photos do the talking, and these are just a fraction of what we took.. =P

*the songs that have lost their meanings*
*the crazed thoughts that wouldnt stop, the fantasies that flew, the opportunity that doesnt exist*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 10:31 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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