the uncertainity within;

keeping it short and simple...
went for bbq on sat.. saw ppl who i have no desire at meeting...
left early, went out with jerein and qing yao..
stayed out till 3plus and decided to go wild wild wet on sun.. and at the crazy timing of meeting at 8am.. which is totally impossible to accomplish...
in the end i reached at 9plus, and jerein and qing yao was even later, they took a cab down.. chengde went too..
had fun, its been ages since i went there, could have more fun if i had my voice and wasnt coughing half the time..
got sunburnt and it hurts like mad now..
really hurting.. cant even carry my bag... =X
this morning i coughed like mad..
serious coughing started at around 5plus in the morning, at first i thought it was already quite late but when i looked at my hp, realised its only 5plu... totally omg... coughed and coughed.. make numerous trip to the sink... this continous coughing lasted till around 6plus..
den it was on off coughing afterwards..
even coughed like mad in school.. =X
hope i recover soon...

and......................... lots of feelings within, juz not in the mood to say anything.. too much thoughts, too much thinking, too much of everything... overflowing of emotional stuff...
and the concern i wanted wasnt there, how sad and pathetic can that be..
thanks for the ppl who showed concern to me, and ask me to go visit doctor, take care of myself and etc... i wil take care of myself.. =)
everything was too late... later and over wat i had expected... i have no idea wat was i expecting... argh....! dunno wat's going thru my mind...

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 7:59 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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