the uncertainity within;

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i have learnt a new life philosophy...
没有期望就不会有失望...
hopes and wishes is for those who have the time and energy to spare...
i dun... i have more den enough on my plate..
wat on earth am i doing when im hoping...?
hoping that somehow a miracle will appear?
or something miraculously good will juz happen to me?
stop being so dumb!!! melissa!!! wake up!!!
an awakening call isnt enough? u need two?!
well u got two now, it should be more den enough...
nv heard of "once bitten, twice shy"?
so there u go, u should shun from all this from now on...


it hurts... it really did hurt...
i didnt tot that it would hurt this much...
im so dumb.. hurting over something that is non existent...
the heart feels heavy, feels suffocated, feels over burdened..
i dun wanna feel this way...
i have no idea why, why does he possess such a power to make me feel this way...
i hate myself for being so dumb, so useless, so stupid, so naive...
forget it, im juz going to let it go...
and pls pls dun let this repeat ever again...
i have no idea how many times i can take it...
i know i can do it.. cuz i did...
the songs have lost their meaning towards me...
i tot i would be pouring all over when i heard the songs, but i didnt...
so would u juz pls kindly get out of my life and let me carry on with it peacefully?
i hate being totally out of control of my life!

*tired from all this type of crap*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 4:09 PM

-femme

melissa =)
22nd sept


-loves

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

-hates

creepy crawlies

-desires

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

-converse





-exits

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

-credits

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.