the uncertainity within;

i know i cant wait and expect things anymore...
cuz they are nv going to come...
the unfulfilled promises, the empty talk...
it has always been this way right from the beginning...
as time goes by, i see things more clearly...
though i had known right from the start tat's the way u are...
but somehow i juz got defeated by u...
but it's going to be ok from now...
though it will hurt, though it will pain...
but no matter wat im not going to fall again...
i really hope i wun... its really enough after all of these time...
the vicious cycle tat had begun right from the beginning of the beginning...
and its either a yes or a no... nv a in between...
i guess i had known it was a no right from the start...
how bout trying the words, replacement, temporary, a fill in to describe it all...

aiyo, i wanna blog happy entries!
but i want to have the pictures before i blog bout tat day...
where are my pictures??? =(

*u wun care enough to ask those questions*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 9:39 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.