the uncertainity within;

=D
things might not always go our way...
and when it doesnt, we can only be positive and look ahead...
dun harp on it and think of the future...
i have no idea why, but i feel like letting go...
sometimes it has juz become too overbearing for me to handle...
too much for me to continue...
its not the spurt of the moment thought...
but its juz that, there's an indescribeable feeling...
the words that ran through my mind over and over again...
the feeling that i get numerously...
maybe its really too much for me to bear...
the love you give, the concern that you show...
i dun want it to turn the other way...
but somehow, somewhat, what used to be there, isnt there anymore...
should i hold on or should i juz let it go...
sometimes, i think, silence is the best that i can do...
but how long can i go on without words?
i need the answer from time, fate and destiny...
cuz sometimes juz listening to your own heart and mind is not enough...
(okie, this is a very jump tone entry from the recently blogged =P)

*the lollipop that i want and wanna treasure*

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 12:37 AM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.