the uncertainity within;

i wonder feelings and relationships which are created for us...
are they to bring us joy or sadness?
maybe its all in a package to give us an unforgettable experience, everlasting memories...
thoughts that would make us laugh when we recall, memories that would spring up tears...
however, sometimes parting of ways is unavoidable...
we make promises so that we would remember what was said, what was promised to each other..
y we hook our pinky fingers together after we made a promise? cuz when u overturn ur hands with fingers hooked, it forms a heart shape, cuz it symbolises a promise made from our heart, something we want to remember always...
its really hard... they always say leaving and departure of ppl is for us to grow up...
if this is the case, can i choose not to grow up? i wish i would forever be a kid...
nv to grow up, nv to experience the heartbreak of someone close leaving...
it really hurts sometimes, to think of, to be reminded of the person who left...
no matter how hard u want it to come back, it can nv be...
the thought of someone who's not going to return, i seriously hate the feeling of it...
can i pls return to where we were? even if its juz in my dreams i would be contented, cuz at least i had a chance to relieve the memories, of what we had done and what we said...
im juz missing u so much all of a sudden... really really missing you...
the closer the date that you left comes, the thoughts of you juz get stronger...
I MISS YOU!!!! I REALLY REALLY DO.........................

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 2:02 AM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

designer- joy.deprived

images&brushes - deviantart

artists - FaerieNymph, kedralynn (deviantart)

brushes - exotika, sunira, cruiza, elizavet (deviantart)

fonts - dafont

software - Adobe Photoshop 7.0 & Macromedia Dreamweaver 8.0

*please keep the credits as they are =) thankyou.