the uncertainity within;

something i have always known, but nv really realise the meaning behind it...
im this world, this society, we muz constantly improve ourselves, and it is improving at a relatively fast pace, susbstantial enough for everyone to see...
because in this place that we are living in, we are not only competing with others, we are competing with ourselves too...
when others imrpove at a faster speed then u, it will feel that u have not improve, but instead detoriate, even though u had in actual fact improved, juz at a smaller amount as compared...
this the reality and the cruelity of this world... no matter how much u dun wanna fight back, dun wanna compete against your frenz and hurt your frenz, you would always have to do it...
cuz its will always be either u OR him, nv u AND him...
and people are hard to fathom, wat u perceive this person to be, he may nv be it...
more often then not, the greatest hurt always come from those we treasure and love the most...
the closer the person is to our heart, the greater the pain feels...
this world does not allow weakness to occur, once u are weak, u would be out, being left behind by the society...
lots of things i have always said i wanna go and accomplish, but failed to do so...
i always give reasons = excuses like im not free, im will be alone, not enough money and etc..
all these are actually barriers that we set for ourselves, we nv really know our own limit, do we?
if we really want it, human will always find a way out for themselves.. (thru legal means of cuz)
cuz we have nv ever reached it before, the limit that we said we had met, are actually wat we set for ourselves and not what is really within us...
the real potential lies within and it is a force which is unimaginable...
nv say u are weak, nv say u cant do it, cuz we would nv be able to do it if we refuse to try...
to keep overcoming and out perform yourself is the way to go...
thus... im going to go with my heart and mind to attend all those courses that i have always wanted...
time is created by ourselves, as there is something called time managment...
there's nv there's not enough time, only did i plan my time properly and accurately...
i realised the true meaning thru a show i watched...
its a variety show actually, u guys might wonder how would a variety show actually helped to learnt something lidat, but it does...
everything we watched.. everything we see, even though it may be for entertainment, there's always something for us to learnt, juz that it is on the surface, clear for all to see, or hidden beneath for us to discover...
precious thing i learnt and understood... lessons are always continously going on for us to learnt, its juz a matter if we picked it up and follow thru it... =)

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haha... back to non serious matter..
actually today was a fun day... =D
juz that i lazy to do the photos, so the fun today would only be updated tml... =P

♥ metamorphosis;

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melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
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