the uncertainity within;

wat the fuck!
totally cant stand it anymore!!!
she's scolding me a bitch like every now and then...
like thanks!!! she's a whole fucking bitch herself...
putting up a facade and a smile while with us...
them trying their best to repair the friendship, which in the was first place was made broken by her...
she made me sound like i did nothing and she did everything...
her part was like the minor-est of in the project, and in a way she volunteered to do the ppt herself! the part she has, introduction and background... oh.. and a supplier part in ib, for those who took ib they would know what izzit...
and guess what she said? she said she thinks that she deserve her sleep while doing ppt last night since she had finished her part long ago.. and we dun deserve to sleep izzit?!
i bet she is cursing and swearing me in her heart this morning, cuz i look super tired... (lazy to put foundation ar =P)
she's probably thinking that i act ke lian and want people to show me concern when she actually is the person who is much more tired...
like hello??!!! its a group project!!
im not trying to make myself sound pathetic and ke lian over here...
cuz i dun need any sympathy... its our own fault that we didnt had good time mgmt and had to rush everything out in a very short period of time...
time?! we all need it!!!
u need time with ur him... wat about us?!
us not about talking it, doesnt means that we dun have someone, or some people that we would wanna spend our time with either...
whatever... i was thinking of being nice to her so much... i tried to put in effort, ok?
and i was still thinking to give out appreciation cards... i have even wrote out wat i wanna say on my notebook...
though i would still give it, i dun think she deserves it now and neither will she appreciate it...
oh well.. later i give to the others only, den she say i nv give her, blah blah blah...
and the thing is she had made it so dman obvious that she doesnt likes me...
anyway... the last point... im NEVER EVER going to do project with her ever again in the next sem...
unless i dun have a choice as in till the stage whereby its a must to work with her or i would fail...
on a much happier note! my presentations are tml, after that i would be much free-er... woohoo~~~ i wanna enjoy and let my hair down before the last lap race to exams which marks the end of this semester... =D

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 12:15 PM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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