the uncertainity within;

I totally feel like being a jealous bitch.
Throw tantrums, lose my temper.
Just wish I'm not that sensible.
Just wanna wail and bawl like a little kid demanding for stuff.
All the pent-up, frustrations.
Wanna let all the nothing-things come right out.
Feel like picking a fight just because i wanna let all out. But I know deep down, I dun want it to end.
Am feeling so freaking pissed off.
Bitchy lil' bitch.
Guys really just dun get it, don't they? =X
I take back my words of wanting to fall ridiculously deep.
Cuz the feeling totally sucks.Hate the feeling of me knowing just how much more I could fall.
Sucks big time. You have no idea how I felt when I heard that.
SO totally vulnerable.
Naked and exposed.
Hate the feeling of being all needy and wanna be around him so freaking often.
Defend system on all-time high red alert mode.
ARGH..............!!!!
Feel like pulling all my hair out.
Fuck!
Off.

♥ metamorphosis;

doodle straight into my heart 3:04 AM

melissa =)
22nd sept

darlings
him <3
kate spade
burberry
purple & colours
dancing
heels
shopping
checks and podka dots

creepy crawlies

travel around the world
have my own fashion line
dancing lessons
shop till i drop
moolah to drop from the sky and straight into my wallet =D

charlene
cheng de
jason
liyi
kaiyi
zi ting
xinyi

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